久违的我

Ok, 今天就秀下我的华语，好久没更新我的部落格了，原因很简单，本小姐很懒！哈哈！其实也没什么东西好写的，因为槟岛的日子真的很乏味，小小的一个岛屿都让我走遍了！最近都宅在小窝里没什么出来，连续吃了好几天的肉骨茶，结果病倒了！婆婆最近进院了，那通电话真的让我哭了好久，幸好她没什么大碍…

被某些虫虫咬的伤口，很大片又很痒，但却不能搔，我的玉背就这样被毁了！只能祈祷不会留下疤痕！

黑黑的发根都生出来，真的很难看！想染个新发色及新发型，童鞋给些建议…

最近看上了某瓶香水，DNKY Gold!

味道挺不错的，比起DNKY Blossom浓了点，好想把她带回家！

隐形眼镜也过期了，想试看别的牌子，弱弱的问：“那款的美瞳比较好戴？”

日本艺伎，哈哈哈！无聊就把自己的照片美图了一下，挺可爱的吧！没多少人能把嘴巴嘟成这样吧！试试看… O3O

这对很白痴 很搞笑的情侣也拍了O3O照，但他们的感言是:-

William: 我的嘴巴抽筋了！

Mei Xian: 我吸得好辛苦！

有朋友问过我，这样大喇喇的把自己丑态百出的照片放上网，难道我不怕我的读者反感吗？其实我想表达的就是自我，我不想我出街被人认不出，那才最丢脸！假如你不喜欢，那么我也没什么好说的。

恶搞Nelson 哥哥的照片，差别不是普通的大！

其实他是被逼的，预祝他明天的考试顺利，亲爱的，加油！♡

其实他很努力的在温习，临时抱佛脚！明天考Taxation, Accounting & Finance学生的杀手，我也快要面临考试了，但我还是过得很轻松，不怕死的人！其实我一直在旁边扮小狗骚扰他，而且他也很鸡婆在再看我写文章！吴仕涌大肥仔，你就准备重考吧！

期待了好久的电影终于要上映了！从《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》这本书一出版，我就通宵把它读完了，所以对于这出电影抱了很大的期望！

有谁想约我看电影吗？=)

最后在po一张正常的自恋照... :)

我要去喝茶了，掰掰~

xoxo

Everyday We Are Shuffling

Meow, just get home from Sri Sayang Resort, Batu Ferringi, extremely exhausted here. :((
I was there for a very sweet girl birthday party, Happy Belated Birthday Karen, you're 18 years old now! :))

 

No Kissing. Haha.

 2 different skin tone muahaha.

With those young bimbos, I feel so old and look like Ju-On in the pic wtf!

He actually took up the shirt to let me snap! 

Steven you got no more reputation from now!

Monica and Chyi abandoned me! I want kiss kiss also. :(

 Chee Chor why you took my spec? :(

*evil face* My young gigolo. :D 

 Group pic #1

 

Group pic #2

Group pic #3

Group Pic #4

Sore throat, dizzy, eyes hurt and mad tired here, I shall go to take a nap now. :(( 

 HUNGRY

Can someone bring me to eat something now? :'(

I really had a great night with you guys although that is our first met. ._. Everyday we are shuffling. HAHA, Voodoo rocks! :))

亲爱的你

亲爱的，那夜里你突然夺眶而出的眼泪让我顿时失了方寸... 我不喜欢你哭，因为它把你姣好的脸给哭丑了！当你向我哭述时，我的心一点一点地碎了，愤怒，疼惜，紧张充斥在我的内心世界里，当时我真的恨不得我就在你身边陪着你，陪你度过那漫长的夜晚。那天的交谈勾起了我们之间的回忆，那是我最开心的一段日子，没有烦恼，负担及悲伤...

亲爱的，我想起了你和他的故事，你为他哭了多少回，伤了多少回，一段不被人看好的姐弟恋到今天的安定，你付出了多大的努力，我们大家都看在眼里... 我欣慰，我羡慕你的爱情，因为我永远不懂我要的是什么...一个成熟、幽默、有事业心、能给予我安全感的男人，我遇到了，但我不懂我是否该接受那份爱...他是第一个告诉我食物不必吃完的人，第一个告诉我当自己就好的人，第一个他的朋友会告诉我，他真的很重视你的人...我爸骂我是个水性杨花，人尽可夫的女生，但有谁真的了解我..

亲爱的，我活得好累，其实我真的很努力地把蓝慧倪演下去，尽量把最好的我呈现在大家面前，可是我的心里却越来越不平衡，我真的快要崩溃了！我爱的是艺术与文学，我爱挑战，我超级外向，我想读的是大众传媒或是商业，我喜爱我部落客的生活，我想拥有一部DSLR，但我把一切一切都埋在心里，因为我懂我有更大的负担，一个永远的负担.......

亲爱的，我们在一起至少也有两年了，从当初的陌生人到今天的挚爱，我们经历过了多少的风风雨雨，我们心里都有个谱。对于你跟雯，你们在我心里有特别的地位，那是别人永远都无法代替的一角...因为我们都有一份比别人来得特别的人生，一份别人无法了解的人生...

亲爱的，答应我...不许再偷偷哭泣了，要懂得照顾自己，别把自己逼到墙角里...我不想唠叨你，但我真的很担心你。亲爱的，你懂我是个不爱哭的人，可是我却在写这篇文章时哭泣了，所以当你读完时，绝对不许哭！

亲爱的敏，我爱你，你是我一辈子的姐妹...

Shaeera Birthday. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHAEERA!

Congratulate my lovely baby become LEGAL, you're integrate yourself into 18.(Math Studies) :D
8/8/2010, a memorable day for Shaeera and us, I think I'm the alien among them cause I'm the only Jan intake student. O____O

As usual, I lepak in Desa Sri Hartamas(I always there), did facial, manicure and pedicure and washed my hair cause I need to wait for Kennet. Actually I felt scary when I waited them in front of @li Cafe, I was alone that time. *tears* If you saw a sampat perempuan in front of @li Cafe around 5-5.30pm that is me, HAHAHA.

Shaeera's house is quite far, around Selayang there.. Never mind, we got our handsome driver, Kennot with his Wish. :D:D:D We reached there around 6pm, quite early right. (: Ok, the first thing I saw is FOOD!

Food, Food and Food..  HAHAHA. I'm gonna gain weight! No more food picture, they'll kill my life! Btw, I can't stop eating in the party, BBQ chicken wings, beef burger, potato salad and cakes. OK, I know I'm FAT enough!

I'm a little girl. :) I need LOVE, HAHAHA!

Kennet, can't you stop being CUTE!

Budak was reading our love letter. :) Angel!

The best couple of the year. *wink*

They were taking photo. O___O WTF!

This is Giant and Tiny! Ang Ang, stop calling me as SHEMAN!

Tsu Tsu, I know I'm HEAVY. :P

I promise them to Photoshop this picture, Abi, be careful the ghost at the back. :P

[Game Time]

Twist your body. :D

You guys so SICK! Btw, good job!

I can't play cause I was wearing dress that time. T^T

And we did the most CRAZY thing!

OK, I know I was wearing DRESS. :D

HAHAHA, this is the best photo of the day! Kennet, pity la you. :D

The group photo. =)

I love you, budak. I had an awesome night with you guys. (: 

Especially Ang Ang and Tsu Tsu tried to throw me out the car!

Thank You, My Friends. :)

Hmm.... As you guys know, Hooi Nee is single right now. Reason=Secret.. So sorry I can't tell the reason cause it is between me and him, and it is passed in my life. Actually I'm quite upset and emo this few days, did a lot stupid things, cried in mamak, insomnia, a bit anorexia.. But I'm better now, I really thanks to you guys who accompany me this few days. :) Especially my lovely Jessalyn, she is around me all the time. 

"Boyfriends can come and go, but Friends are forever."by Viki Tan Shi Min

My lovely Jess, I Love You. :) 

Thank you for everything. My dear.

Please think Jess as Jia Yang cause that moron was not there.

Jia Yang, thank for your hugs. It's so warm.

Jess, Jeron(Retard) & Hooi Nee.

Jeron, thanks for listen to me when I was emo.

Zwei, don't pretend you don't care about me although I know you really care me. :P

Thank my Chun Hean be my "fake" boyfriend. 

My big teddy bear.

It is very suffering to pass through this few days, I keep missing him, the moment we were together, how we met and all his message.. He is a part of my life, I love him to the max, although he is cocky, bad temper and male chauvinism. I can't be alone, I will keep crying, crying and crying until I'm tired. I still love him, I care about him, but I'm so tired, I can't stand anymore, thats not his fault, please don't blame on him. I can't let him concentrate in his study, I want him accompany me although he is busy, I'm too greedy and selfish, I didn't care about his feeling, thats why I want to set him free. Don't let him know about this blog, he is deserve a better girl. And I lost my heart in this relationship. 

I keep listening to some songs to recover my bleeding heart. Those songs really close to my mind and touch my hear. 

For A Friend- Sarah Dawn Finer 

This is for you all, thanks for everything.. Love, hugs, kisses and cares...

Unbeautiful-Lesley Roy 

This song is too close to my status, it reminds me, time to move on. 

Due Anime- Paolo Meneguzzi 

This is an Italian song, due anime means two soul, it mean how two person balance in their love. I failed in this part, sigh.

Anyway, I'll be strong. Don't worry about Horny Dolly or Ah Lan cause I'm Lam Hooi Nee, I promise I'll try to stand up again. :) Seem like he is moving on to his new life and I still standing at the original place, I was crying while I writing this blog. Seriously I think it is too hurt to me and I need time(x10) to recover. :(

Breaking news: Hooi Nee still alive. :)

She is more prettier than before. 

I like my hair curve.(Perasan-ing)

Hooi Nee the octopus. :D

I'm still the silly kiddo in HH2.

THANK YOU!!! MY FRIENDS!!!