久违的我

Ok, 今天就秀下我的华语，好久没更新我的部落格了，原因很简单，本小姐很懒！哈哈！其实也没什么东西好写的，因为槟岛的日子真的很乏味，小小的一个岛屿都让我走遍了！最近都宅在小窝里没什么出来，连续吃了好几天的肉骨茶，结果病倒了！婆婆最近进院了，那通电话真的让我哭了好久，幸好她没什么大碍…

被某些虫虫咬的伤口，很大片又很痒，但却不能搔，我的玉背就这样被毁了！只能祈祷不会留下疤痕！

黑黑的发根都生出来，真的很难看！想染个新发色及新发型，童鞋给些建议…

最近看上了某瓶香水，DNKY Gold!

味道挺不错的，比起DNKY Blossom浓了点，好想把她带回家！

隐形眼镜也过期了，想试看别的牌子，弱弱的问：“那款的美瞳比较好戴？”

日本艺伎，哈哈哈！无聊就把自己的照片美图了一下，挺可爱的吧！没多少人能把嘴巴嘟成这样吧！试试看… O3O

这对很白痴 很搞笑的情侣也拍了O3O照，但他们的感言是:-

William: 我的嘴巴抽筋了！

Mei Xian: 我吸得好辛苦！

有朋友问过我，这样大喇喇的把自己丑态百出的照片放上网，难道我不怕我的读者反感吗？其实我想表达的就是自我，我不想我出街被人认不出，那才最丢脸！假如你不喜欢，那么我也没什么好说的。

恶搞Nelson 哥哥的照片，差别不是普通的大！

其实他是被逼的，预祝他明天的考试顺利，亲爱的，加油！♡

其实他很努力的在温习，临时抱佛脚！明天考Taxation, Accounting & Finance学生的杀手，我也快要面临考试了，但我还是过得很轻松，不怕死的人！其实我一直在旁边扮小狗骚扰他，而且他也很鸡婆在再看我写文章！吴仕涌大肥仔，你就准备重考吧！

期待了好久的电影终于要上映了！从《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》这本书一出版，我就通宵把它读完了，所以对于这出电影抱了很大的期望！

有谁想约我看电影吗？=)

最后在po一张正常的自恋照... :)

我要去喝茶了，掰掰~

xoxo

亲爱的你

亲爱的，那夜里你突然夺眶而出的眼泪让我顿时失了方寸... 我不喜欢你哭，因为它把你姣好的脸给哭丑了！当你向我哭述时，我的心一点一点地碎了，愤怒，疼惜，紧张充斥在我的内心世界里，当时我真的恨不得我就在你身边陪着你，陪你度过那漫长的夜晚。那天的交谈勾起了我们之间的回忆，那是我最开心的一段日子，没有烦恼，负担及悲伤...

亲爱的，我想起了你和他的故事，你为他哭了多少回，伤了多少回，一段不被人看好的姐弟恋到今天的安定，你付出了多大的努力，我们大家都看在眼里... 我欣慰，我羡慕你的爱情，因为我永远不懂我要的是什么...一个成熟、幽默、有事业心、能给予我安全感的男人，我遇到了，但我不懂我是否该接受那份爱...他是第一个告诉我食物不必吃完的人，第一个告诉我当自己就好的人，第一个他的朋友会告诉我，他真的很重视你的人...我爸骂我是个水性杨花，人尽可夫的女生，但有谁真的了解我..

亲爱的，我活得好累，其实我真的很努力地把蓝慧倪演下去，尽量把最好的我呈现在大家面前，可是我的心里却越来越不平衡，我真的快要崩溃了！我爱的是艺术与文学，我爱挑战，我超级外向，我想读的是大众传媒或是商业，我喜爱我部落客的生活，我想拥有一部DSLR，但我把一切一切都埋在心里，因为我懂我有更大的负担，一个永远的负担.......

亲爱的，我们在一起至少也有两年了，从当初的陌生人到今天的挚爱，我们经历过了多少的风风雨雨，我们心里都有个谱。对于你跟雯，你们在我心里有特别的地位，那是别人永远都无法代替的一角...因为我们都有一份比别人来得特别的人生，一份别人无法了解的人生...

亲爱的，答应我...不许再偷偷哭泣了，要懂得照顾自己，别把自己逼到墙角里...我不想唠叨你，但我真的很担心你。亲爱的，你懂我是个不爱哭的人，可是我却在写这篇文章时哭泣了，所以当你读完时，绝对不许哭！

亲爱的敏，我爱你，你是我一辈子的姐妹...

My Birthday Present Wish List :)

09/09/2010 The last day of my 17 years old, that means I'm getting legal after today. *excited*
I feel a bit sad when I found my life is getting short, 2012 is coming soon!

Q:What I did in my 17 years old?
A:Well, there is 2 parts, first part is my life in Kedah and second part is my life in KL.
Kedah-My hometown, I spent 17 years to discover this awesome place, I LOVE KEDAH! My last year high school life really sucks, life without aim, just like a rubbish. I didn't pay attention in class and end up with I got 7A's in SPM. (The shame of my life.)
KL- I started my new chapter here, Taylor's! I met my beloved(past tense) and become a blogger(not fehmes at all!), I enjoy my life now, my sweet 18!

I'm an ordinary girl, I hope I can receive presents on my birthday, here is my birthday present wish list. :)
1)Nikon DSLR/ Sony NEX5- As a blogger, I need a better camera for my job, a picture is worth than thousand words. It is so awesome when others praise me that my photos so nice and I just use a normal Digital Camera.
2)BlackBerry phone- I just want MY OWN PHONE! I think it is around 2 years I didn't use my own phone (something happened) and it is easier for my job. I know how ganas I treat my phone before, I promise I'll pampered my new phone if I get it.
3)iPod Touch- If I can get iPhone then I won't want this, I love the design of iPhone, nice graphic and full of applications.
4)Poodle- A white poodle, I know it is hard for me to have a poodle neither in Kedah nor KL. It is just a dream for me to have a pet with the most important person in my life.

That's all, my birthday wish list just short and simple. But the price is a bit high! *evil laugh*

I hope to have a party and all my friends are there but too bad I'm going back KL on my birthday and most of them still in Penang or Kedah. :(

And I'll blog again after the last post, time to change, I deserve better.
Everything I do, I do it for you.

What happened to me?

I always sit alone at the corner and cry, just because I miss you again. I can't stop crying every night, keep dreaming of you, I think I will do the same thing in that dream which I told you before I went to Melaka. I willing to anything for you but will you appreciate it? I cried when somebody told me, you're to young and you don't really know to cherish me, that touched my heart. Do you know, I cry again and again when I meet you in college but what can I do is escape myself from your sight, cause I can't take it anymore... I love you, mon chochon. 

My friend asked me: "Do you think you and Kell Jim will marry in the future?" Actually I don't know how to answer cause you told me before, I won't be your another half in your life. You're so straight forward, you destroy my dream, a dream that let me have a hope. I'm just a normal girl, sometimes I wish I can be Mrs. Teh, I just want some cares and loves from you, my beloved guy in my life. I miss the moment together, walk along KL street,my story time, your massage time, I cried in front of you, jamming in the studio, you forced me to study by webcam, shisha at mamak, shopping in One Utama, everything you taught me, but all is gone... I don't care you flirt with other girls at outside, I don't mind you tell others that you're single, I just want your love and care. 

有缘无分(you yuan wu fen) maybe is the best word to describe our relationship. You're the first person that accepted by my family, you're the first person that can kidding with my mom, you're the first person that I cooked breakfast for you, you're the first person that made me change my bad attitude... All my friends know I changed a lot, become a good girl that won't hang out in midnight, maybe that is nothing for you but it means a lot for me... I just want us like last time... I'm not a good gf, did a lots of stupid thing... I'm so sorry about your birthday, we quarrel at that night, I feel regret for making you tired. I still remember what you told me in May.... Still remember that night before I went back to my hometown, what we promised to each other, I put it in my heart. 

When I listen to those songs, the songs that you chosen for me, my tears will drop again. Do you realise, I getting skinny nowadays... Our photos, MSN conversation, SMS, I keep them all but I don't dare to touch them, my heart really painful...

I can't move on, seriously I can't... I tried to date with guys but failed... I still holding you hoddie cause  I know that is the only thing I can feel that you're beside me... 

I love you......

Thank You, My Friends. :)

Hmm.... As you guys know, Hooi Nee is single right now. Reason=Secret.. So sorry I can't tell the reason cause it is between me and him, and it is passed in my life. Actually I'm quite upset and emo this few days, did a lot stupid things, cried in mamak, insomnia, a bit anorexia.. But I'm better now, I really thanks to you guys who accompany me this few days. :) Especially my lovely Jessalyn, she is around me all the time. 

"Boyfriends can come and go, but Friends are forever."by Viki Tan Shi Min

My lovely Jess, I Love You. :) 

Thank you for everything. My dear.

Please think Jess as Jia Yang cause that moron was not there.

Jia Yang, thank for your hugs. It's so warm.

Jess, Jeron(Retard) & Hooi Nee.

Jeron, thanks for listen to me when I was emo.

Zwei, don't pretend you don't care about me although I know you really care me. :P

Thank my Chun Hean be my "fake" boyfriend. 

My big teddy bear.

It is very suffering to pass through this few days, I keep missing him, the moment we were together, how we met and all his message.. He is a part of my life, I love him to the max, although he is cocky, bad temper and male chauvinism. I can't be alone, I will keep crying, crying and crying until I'm tired. I still love him, I care about him, but I'm so tired, I can't stand anymore, thats not his fault, please don't blame on him. I can't let him concentrate in his study, I want him accompany me although he is busy, I'm too greedy and selfish, I didn't care about his feeling, thats why I want to set him free. Don't let him know about this blog, he is deserve a better girl. And I lost my heart in this relationship. 

I keep listening to some songs to recover my bleeding heart. Those songs really close to my mind and touch my hear. 

For A Friend- Sarah Dawn Finer 

This is for you all, thanks for everything.. Love, hugs, kisses and cares...

Unbeautiful-Lesley Roy 

This song is too close to my status, it reminds me, time to move on. 

Due Anime- Paolo Meneguzzi 

This is an Italian song, due anime means two soul, it mean how two person balance in their love. I failed in this part, sigh.

Anyway, I'll be strong. Don't worry about Horny Dolly or Ah Lan cause I'm Lam Hooi Nee, I promise I'll try to stand up again. :) Seem like he is moving on to his new life and I still standing at the original place, I was crying while I writing this blog. Seriously I think it is too hurt to me and I need time(x10) to recover. :(

Breaking news: Hooi Nee still alive. :)

She is more prettier than before. 

I like my hair curve.(Perasan-ing)

Hooi Nee the octopus. :D

I'm still the silly kiddo in HH2.

THANK YOU!!! MY FRIENDS!!!

Tang! Tang! Tang! Tang!

Time to open my lovely blog "I Love Nee" to my friends, I keep it secret from you guys last time, teehee.. By the way, I deleted all older posts (my secretssss *evil laugh*) and will create a new blog for myself, don't get mad! LOL! Why my blog's name is "I Love Nee", this is because...... I'm Narcissist!!! 

I think I'm a bit over high now.. :D Ahaha, thanksss you guys for reading my blog.. *blush* Please support me. :)
I know you all will support me, say YES! *point with guns* I need to earn moneysssss now, to buy a DSLR... Canon 550D, I'm coming.. :) 

Canon 550D

Be Mine ♥

Be Mine ♥

A new photo :)

Not really a new photo, cause I took it when my holidays. Teehee~

 Original Picture

My first try by using Photoshop. Praise me~

The original photo got some many noise, I use my laptop to take the photo. I miss my old camera, regret to break it.. :'(  It is very easy to photoshop your own photo and the effect is damn nice, you can compare my photo and know how a pork chop become a princess..

I just use few steps to edit my photo:

1. Cut yourself from the original photo. ( Don't use knife!)
2. Move it to a new background. ( My one is rainbow gradient.)
3. Adjust the tone and colour. (My face become more fairer. )
4. Add on some words or whatever you like.
5. Save your new photo and upload it to your Facebook. (Lam HooiNee)

I can help you to edit your photo if you want... (I'm a beginner.)

Be mine ♥

You're the one can be my beloved,

But you still don't know my blog's address.. (Teehee, Mr.J tried to find out my blog before.)

Maybe we can't meet each other for 1 month, that's suffering me!

I miss him, my Mr.J. 

=)

Blue Monday

I search you around the college, I thought I can saw you today, but I failed..

Sam told me, you still in Malacca, suddenly I felt I'm a failure girlfriend...

As a girlfriend, I don't know about your schedule, your plan and your timetable...

I tried to change, to fulfill your willing, tried to be a perfect girlfriend.

I know I'm worse than other girls, I don't have a high English education background..

I'm so sorry to make you feel shame...

I know you want me to be better, not for you, just for myself..

 I'm not a perfect angel, thanks for loving me..

My darling, Jim..

Blue Monday

Dark Blue Sky

Tonight is a lonely night

Tonight shall be my dancing night

I miss you so much..

My life become meaningless without you

Tonight I'm alone, I hope I can meet you now.. =)

Finally, I design my own picture..

I feel so happy, hehe..

Just like have a awesome baby.. 

I post it on Facebook..

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=242193&l=55078bff8b&id=1725921668

Check it out

"Hooi Nee Forever"

Mean I am who I am, I won't influence by others..

Btw, I cut my front hair in Glamour..

I look kiddo now.. Haha..

I'll show it to you tomorrow morning..

I hope you won't laugh at me.. *wink*

Tomorrow shall a happy day..

For you and me.. =)

God bless us...

Mr. J♥

I like to call Jim as Mr.J
no reason
just because I feel sweet when I call him as Mr. J =)

Jim
I love him
He is a nice guy
He treat me so good
He pamper me
Spoilt me
Sometimes
He like to bully me
But I enjoy bully by him
Maybe this is love

He is from a well being family
I feel stress to meet his family
He want me to get a better result in my exam
Thats why he force to me to study hard =(
I lost all my freedom when be with Jim
But
I still enjoy my life
Because I understand
What he did is good for me
So
I can accept it

I thank to the God
Let me met Jim
and couple with Jim
Mr.J
You're my beloved
I love you~